::thinking out loud::

Wanita Berkerjaya

2011-12-11T04:32:00.000-08:00

Ehemmm! Over je title kat atas tu kan. Hahahaa. Ok lah ada kaitan lah jugak since now i've started working peopleeeeeeee. *eksaited tak:P* I'm currently working in Hospital Kulim and so far everything has been great (a few moody days at work tu biasa laa). Tapi cafe Hosp Kulim tak best. Oktujenakcakapbye!

p/s: Harini my first day oncall TDM. Siapa2 nak bunuh diri pls laaaa jgn telan PCM or aspirin. Pegi terjun KB Mall je pls! Oktnxbye.

Obviously you can see how malas i am to even cerita everything sampai habis but bear in mind that i tried my best to write SOMEthing at least.:) Balik keje penat tau!

Omaigod

2011-07-23T10:10:00.000-07:00

Omaigod. or should i say, hamaigaddd..haha. Oklah omaigodddddddddddd lama gile tak update blog. Ini memamg malas tahap apa pun taktau lah nak cakapppp.

Eh bukan malas lah.. Busy okayyy. Super busy~ Oklah meh nak bagi summary of what happened for the last 2 months.
May: EXAMMMSSSSS. Takde masa nak study pun so ingat org rajin ke nak update blog?
June: Exam's over. Tapi time ni busy packings, pindah randah, travel (Brussels, Amsterdam and Turkey. AND Scotland jugak tak dilupakan:P).
July: 1st july convo pastu 8july balik msia. 9july baru sampai ke msia:)

Pastu bila dah balik rumah jangan harap la rajin nak update dengan connection yg seperti siput ni kan...
Ok lah i'm sleepyyyyyy sudah. Until we meet again,(which wont be really soon..;P)byeeee:) muaxxx

The Earthquake

2011-03-19T14:15:00.001-07:00

Al-Zalzalah (The Earthquake)

When the earth is shaken by a terrible quake (1)
and it throws out its burden, (2)
the human being will say (in horror), "What is happening to it?" (3)
On that day the earth will declare all (the activities of the human being) which have taken place on it, (4)
having been inspired by your Lord (5)
On that day, people will come out of their graves in different groups to see (the results of) their own deeds.(6)
Whoever has done an atom's weight of good, (7)
will see it and whoever has done an atom's weight of evil, will also see it.(8)

My thought goes to people in Japan..semoga Allah mempermudahkan urusan mereka..
And let us all jadi orang yang berfikir and ambil pengajaran from what happened there, instead of acting like some fools yang make fun of the situation and make comments about green technology whatsoever. buat malu je. I've read somewhere that goes something like this: " Ada 3 jenis org di antara kita; 1st orang yg ditimpa ujian and ambil pengajaran from that, 2nd org yg mengambil pengajaran from apa yg terjadi pada org lain,and the third category is golongan yang paling rugi iaitu org yang tak mengambil pengajaran on apa yang berlaku. " (sorry kalau salah. i can barely remember the exact words.)
The point is, marilah kita elakkan dari jadi orang yang rugi and let us all ambil pengajaran and sama2 baiki diri..jangan tunggu nak terhantuk baru nak terngadah.sekian terimakasih.:)

$ $ $

2011-03-12T16:18:00.000-08:00

Tiba-tiba teringat a conversation dengan seorang pakcik taxi a few years back.

"Pakcik: Anak-anak ni study kat mane?
Me: Intec, pakcik.
Pakcik: Owh, tu tempat buat persediaan nak ke oversea, kan? Anak pakcik pun dulu belajar kat situ. Sekarang dia kat UK.. tiap-tiap bulan hantar duit kat mak dia.."

Bestnya kalau boleh hantar duit kat mak every month macam anak pakcik tu..I think I've spent wayyy too much on unnecessary stuff. Tapi macam dah terlambat je. I'm going back to Msia in a few months time and I'm totally broke now. Tahniah Nurul Afzan.

Rat Aorta ku

2011-01-23T04:22:00.000-08:00

Hello~ hurmmm,I've been mentioning about my rat aorta A LOT no? you guys must've been wondering what does it look like. Well, fret not,, I have pictures of it now!!:) last Friday was the last day for my research lab so i took a whole lot of pictures of the aorta in case i miss it (which i highly doubt), but anywayss, have a look!

My class is starting tomorrowwwwwwwwwwww.(do i sound excited?)urgh. Final sem of the final year. wow. time really flies here. i wish i can slow it down a bit but i guess i just have to deal with it. On a positive note, it means i'm going back home real soon!! really miss my mum n family,,malaysian food, and everything in m'sia..:)

Spain+Ski+Lab zzz

2010-12-26T17:02:00.000-08:00

Okay people, I'm back,,from Spainnnnn.(like, 3 weeks ago actually) Should I blog in spanish then? No, poyo nak mampos thank you. In fact, I dont really know spanish words other than 'servicios', which means toilet; which is very important for travelers and girls, like me.haha. At least learning that word had been proven to be useful. Our Spain trip was interesting actually (with a lot of sleeping involved in between since it took about 2 hours to get from one city to another). For maklumat lanjut regarding this trip, boleh tengok kat smak punye fb. i malas nak upload gambar. sama je dgn smak punya..hehe:P

OK after the Spain trip, ade winter ski trip pulak. more to tadabbur alam actually.. i had fun meeting up new people and pengisian trip ni sangatlah awesome. it's great to be reminded about our purpose in life from time to time..Owh, but dont even mention about the skiing part though. it's SUPER exhaustinggggg! belum main lagi dah penat mengangkut ski yang berat tu. pastu kena panjat2 lagi with the ski boot that even left bruises on my legs. tak payah la nak dihurai panjang, that's gonna be my last ski ever.haha.

OK pastu start la balik with my research lab. the rat aortas must've been missing me so much no? ha.ha.. (+__+)

Owh, sempena di bulan January 2011 ni, jom kita layan lagu ini..

tiada kaitan dgn yg hidup mahupun yang mati ye..:P

Hello again

2010-12-16T15:08:00.000-08:00

Hurmmm..where to start?
I've been away for so long (too long,in fact, that i forgot that I actually have a blog) due to extremeeee laziness to write anything. These few days, I'd rather stare at the wall for hours than doing anything to be honest.

There's a lot of happenings in my life lately. Want some example? Okay how about the moment when I'm on the verge of tears in the lab, thanks to my bratty rat aorta?(I'm in the middle of my final year research project and have to work with rat aorta thank you very much), or the time when I had my first winter here in Glasgow?(in fact it's the first winter of my life.lol)Owh, and I went to London last 2 weeks (or is it last 3 weeks? I dunno.whatever). London's awesomeeee! I wanna get married and live there forever..NO.haha.not forever la.a few years will do.I'm serious.:P
Speaking of marriage,, a lot of my friends got married this month! (well, 2 can be considered A LOT right?) Not to mention, a lot (I lost count actually) were engaged also. Suddenly i feel old. urgh. Well, to those yang sudah bertunang and berkahwin, tahniah..:))

After a few boring weeks working with the super annoying rat aorta, I'll be having a Christmas breakkk yeayyyyyyyyyyyyy:D:D:D Owh in fact, I'm going to Spain on the 19th!!(which means there's only 2days left). Maybe i should start worrying about packing now that my bag is too small! zzzzzzzz

Rasa macam nak letak a few pics from my London trip but malas lah. Got some works to do. Sila tgk kat fb saya ye sekiannnn...

sangat sangat sangat suka!

2010-11-26T18:47:00.000-08:00

To those yg tak pernah dengar this song, please la dengar.
owh, or dengar before tido.hee~

I don't care

2010-11-25T02:50:00.000-08:00

Today's Song..

Fav song of the day

2010-11-24T07:35:00.000-08:00

Layannn~ :))

between the lines

2010-10-20T16:32:00.000-07:00

beautiful song...

" so i learned to listen through silence.."

beautiful lyrics

Awe-tumn-ness

2010-10-18T09:23:00.000-07:00

The autumn is finally here~! It's great to see the green leaves turned golden brown..

and yes! we do believe in the monster..LOL

To you

2010-09-23T17:24:00.000-07:00

Pardon my recent MIA..i've been pretty busy recently..(well it's more of my laziness to be honest.) didn't really feel like writing anything up here..i've been away for a eurotrip actually.we went to Paris and Rome.but i don't wanna talk about that here.if nak tengok gambar,feel free to view 'em in my facebook okies.:)

Today's actually my mum's bday and that's the main reason i'm writing this entry.
Well,,there's a whole lot of things i'm wishing for my beloved mum and i would have to spend the whole night writing if i were to write all of 'em up here.so i guess i'm just gonna say this:

Mak, i love you. i'm grateful that you're still here with me. and i'm grateful that you're such a strong person who would always be there for me. praying for me. worrying about me...owh,don't worry too much mak. i'm a big girl now. if i don't call you for more than 3 days, don't worry. your daughter might be away somewhere in Paris.LOL. (sorry for not calling you while i was away.i'll never do that again):P always take care of your health,jangan lupa makan ubat..and ultimately, Happy Birthday Mak..i love you.so much!:)

Salam Lebaran dari Glasgow..

2010-09-09T07:35:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri maaf zahir&batin kepada semua..andai ada silap dan salah harap dimaafi..:)

I personally feel that Ramadhan kali ini is definitely more meaningful than previous years..tu la hikmah kot first time berpuasa di perantauan..walaupun berpuasa lebih lama, kemanisan Ramadhan lebih dirasai di sini (cewahh)..hopefully even after Ramadhan pun,still bole maintain~:P and hopefully bole bertemu kembali the next Ramadhan..Ameen~:)

Syawal kali ni mesti la berbeza dari last year sebab this year is the first time i'm gonna celebrate it without my family..makkkk,,i'm gonna miss your ketupat daun palas yang sedap itu, but takpe la.nanti nurul balik mak masak ketupat banyak-banyak okay?:P

Ok lah.2nd day raya dah nak g eurotrip.gottago do some packingssss..ahh malassss!!

owh,jom layan lagu raya satu.ni one of my favourite la (paling suka lagu anuar zain n elina tu.hehe) but this song cam lagi sesuai je (cuba dgr lyrics dia betul2)..hehe.ok layannnn~

wajib tayang :P

2010-09-05T08:26:00.000-07:00

I stumbled across this video in someone's blog and it really touched my heart and i feel like i really have to share it with others (in case u haven't seen it before:P). so please watch this! :) tak rugi pun.just a few minutes.^^

And this is the full story of how Rubben embraced Islam (which is very2 interesting). so please watch this also.:))

I think these videos said enough..so let's altogether RENUNG-RENUNGKAN~ :)

Jaulah

2010-08-30T14:42:00.000-07:00

Now i can see the world in the way i've never seen before..Subhanallah

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful (1)
Praise be to Allah, Lord of the Worlds, (2) The Beneficent, the Merciful. (3) Owner of the Day of Judgment, (4) Thee (alone) we worship; Thee (alone) we ask for help. (5) Show us the straight path, (6) The path of those whom Thou hast favoured. Not (the path) of those who earn Thine anger nor of those who go astray. (7) Ameen~

makan

2010-08-25T15:24:00.001-07:00

Ok,ni juadah berbuka for today..laksa tu supposed to be cooked by me (since today's my turn to cook) but turns out, atun plak jadi main chef. i was more of the assistant..hahaa. sbb gune resepi mak atun, so kita serahkan pada yang pakar..tnx ye atun!:P
murtabak tu bole la mengaku buat kan..tnx to nadet yang bagi resepi.(and tips lagi.LOL:P)
rugi xde teh ais je lagi..nak teh aisssssssss!!!!!!!

tido la!

2010-08-23T21:58:00.000-07:00

gosh....i REALLY need to sleep.like, right now. tapi tak mengantuk la. tu la. sape suruh sahur minum nescafe.......haha.padan muke. later i'll be zombie-like. ok bye nak tido sekarang.

p/s: selamat berpuasa to all. hope this ramadhan will be a meaningful one!^^

my lil sis

2010-08-16T16:11:00.000-07:00

Today's my one and only lil sister's birthday..she turned...wait.how old is she again?okay,she turned TWENTY todayyyy!!omg how time flies.i guess she's not so little anymore.in fact,people always thought that she's the older one.hahaa..and i realized how i'm getting older also...sigh~

okay,so.Uda,,since you're turning to the big TWENTY already, i wish that you'll be more matureeeeee.jgn lawan cakap mak!and you should listen to me more too..hahaha:P pastu jgn asyik nak bercinta je.hahaa~
LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH.and i really missed youuuuuuu.wait for your pressie next year lah when i come back.hahaha:P

r.i.n.d.u

2010-08-02T16:18:00.000-07:00

rindu mak
rindu padang serai
rindu alor setar
rindu uda n kak
rindu gaduh dgn bang kid.haha
rindu laksa maksu corner
rindu laksammmm kuala kedah *drools*
rindu sambal tumis mak
rindu hureeennnnnnn!!!*nak nanges*
rindu alang, sofia, harith n faiz
rindu my bestiesss
rindu kuih peneram jiran sebelah
rindu semua orangggggggg!!!!!!!

Edinburgh

2010-06-29T13:56:00.000-07:00

Edinburgh was fun! the building was awesome.and the scenery was just amazing..and plus no shopping activities were involved..so it was pure jalan2!(which was quite hard to be achieved to be honest)LOL

2010-06-14T12:57:00.000-07:00

finally i've got the time (and drive!) to write something up here..
and yes!finally i'm here in Glagoww!!:)) after all the annoying medical checkups and visa thingy, finally everything is over..:)and i safely arrived here and so do all my luggage..;p and i'm telling you,it's freaking COLD in here..well,probably bcus it's really windy like,all the time..anyhow,,Glasgow's great.and i love it here. and i love the fact that my uni is really near the city and we could easily go out and do some shopping!!:D hahaa

okay i'm really sleepy right now.gotta go!bye.haha

what a day..

2010-05-02T06:25:00.000-07:00

this morning, on my way to the hosp to do some medical checkup, i came across this girl on a bike at the traffic light.and i saw this guy, old enough to be someone's dad ogling his eyes out on her....and i feel totally disgusted.i mean, i know it's normal for a guy to check out a girl,but come one,,have some respect.for girls and for the people around you,,who might puke a little seeing you acting like that..

this disgusting guy reminds me of a certain someone and let me quote him here.
"Lelaki tak normal kalau takde 4 girlfriend.."

unbelievable.typical lelaki gatal punye words..kalau mampu then fine la kan.nak cukupkan empat tu pun tak kisah la as long as you can be fair and all..tapi kalau sampai dah nak differentiate between normal and tak normal tu based on your number of girlfriends then it sounds a little too much,no?as far as i'm concerned, he's the one who's not normal here.

owh, by the way,,i didn't do my medical checkup today..turned out, i cannot do the medical checkup because it's sunday.and they're gonna double charge me or something if i still wanna do it today..so tomorrow it is!thanks.now i can draaagggg my needle phobic head to next morning.

p/s: but the shoppingggggsss still worked as planned!LOL

shopping

2010-05-01T10:17:00.000-07:00

i suddenly feel like shoppinggggggggg...gosh..time2 camni la rase nak shopping kannn..when i have millions of other important stuff to buy,,suddenly rase nak berjolian..well,,considering the fact that i have to pay for the visa later,,i wouldn't have much money left in my account.but my banker aka my mom said she will pay for it,, which is really very good, but i feel bad and still considering of paying half of it (not that i couldn't claim the money later..LOL).

i better make a date with my sis tomorrow.so she can be my driver + assistant of the day + my manager (?)..:P owh, whatever..i actually should've sleep by now..tomorrow's gonna be a long day..gotta wake up super early to pickup my sis' friend who's coming to our house..then gotta go do some medical checkup thingy..and then we're gonna watch ironman2..i mean, we really HAVE to watch it no matter what..and then i got some shopping to do..all the important stuff first..(not the kind of spree i'm longing for..) and then maybe after that we can safely head back home..and see if we still have time to pickup my brother from his office at 5..haha.i highly doubt that.and he's gonna kill us if we're not there by 5.i mean it.LOL

post exam life

2010-03-29T05:10:00.000-07:00

my life after exam is pretty great so far..well,,apart from the horrible attachment that i have to go..
as i mentioned on the previous post, super junior is coming to malaysia, and yes!they had came!!!! and completely fulfilled my wish by putting up a super awesome performanceeeeeeee!!!!i just cant believe that i got to actually see them performing live.in front of my eyesssssss...hahhahaa..donghae's super good looking as usual..and he came to our seat for like, many times and he's super super nice by giving biscuits and stuff to fans..gotta love him even moreeee...:))) and we even go and stalked them at this korean restaurant right after the show..but there's only ryeowook and heechul there.it's better if donghae was there!:P anywayss,,i got to hold heechul's super soft hands (okay,i might exaggerate a bit.haha) when he walked by me..hahhahahhaa..the next day,,thanks to this super nice driver uncle, we were told that suju's going to pavilion so we went there to try our luck la.if we're lucky then we can see them.and just by the time we reached pavi,, we saw this bunch of girls running so we just follow them cus we're pretty sure they're suju's fans..and yes!i guess we're lucky enough cus suju was there..with like,more than 10 bodyguards surrounding them.it's just crazy..i saw donghae and the fans were screaming like crazy..we just followed them around and after a quick tour in pavi,they went out.i mean,it's impossible for them to shop in pavi cus there were like,tons of fans there..that night at 11.30pm they left malaysia..T T i hope they will come again to malaysia cus if they do,i wouldnt think twice of buying their tickets..it's worth every single cents.hahaa~ there i got a pic as a proof.;)

okay,now about the attachment.my attachment is in hospital tunku jaafar,seremban and this time it's a 5days attachment and we have to find good cases for our presentation in Strathclyde..and needless to say, it's pretty draining..i have to wake up really early cus me and my batchmates travel every day from bukit jalil to seremban hospital..and we have to be there by 8.30am.and i got home at about 6++pm everyday..for the first day,it's really really tiring..i cant imagine how can i handle my life later when i really work as a pharmacist..gosh~ when i got home, i go straight up to my bed.like,seriously...by 11pm (which is early for me) i dozed off already..
by the 3rd day,things got better la..and i kinda enjoy the attachment and i enjoy talking to the patients..even when they're not the patient for the cases that i chose..it's pretty interesting..and those makciks there thought that i was their doctor..haha.and later i have to explain that i'm actually a pharmacy student..

anywayss,,it's a good experience and seeing those patients reminds me a lot of my mother..i'm really thankful that she's pretty healthy and dont have to experience the experiences that these makciks have to go through..some of them were abondoned by their child and keep on waiting for their children to come during visiting hour,but none came..it's really heartbreaking to see these patients..i just dont understand those kind of people who would do that their own mother..like,they should be jailed or something..right?a mother who abandoned her child can be arrested so the same should be applied to those child who abandoned their mother..fair and square.

okay,i wanna call my mom now.want to remind her to always take care of her health.and that i love her.very much!:)byeee~

owh,wow

2010-02-03T03:44:00.000-08:00

owh,wow..dah lame rupenye saye tak 'berblog'..hahaha..mcm terlupa sekejap that i actually have a blog..so kemalasanku terbukti..like,scientifically proved.lolss..

anywaysss..there's a reason for my million-years-absence..life is pretty hectic lately..with assignments and testsss and tutorials and group discussions and shoppingsss ;p and stuff,, sooooo...i pretty much don't even have time to babble anything here..kekeke..okla.fine.saye malas jugak sbnanye..;)))

urmmm..this might be old news,but superjunior is coming to m'siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...like,finally~~i'm sooooooooooooooo excited..i have to Q for like,forever,just to buy the tickets..and thank god we still got the tickets..and i cant wait for march to comeeeeeeee!;)))))

owh,tapi march ade end of sem exam..danggg..

for those yang still dont know who superjunior is,,pls check'em out!:)

knape la ko hensem sgt...............

2009-12-28T07:29:00.000-08:00

urghhhhhh

asl ssh sgt nk jmpe lelaki yg mcm donghaeeeeeeeeeeee????kan fara kan?haha

tdi i've just finished 'browsing' through some old pictures of donghae and tetibe cam rase die hensem sgt.cam sgt..hahahaha..even smak has to agree with me..lols

mayb i should get back to reality.i wont find one like him.okay,reality sucks.and it sucks that i hav testssss (bnyk okayyy) next week.and it sucks that i hav to study now.ok bye sume orggggg~

6metres?

2009-11-25T08:49:00.000-08:00

okay urmm..i dunno how to start this.first of all, i just wanna make sure that u guys bear in your precious minds that i'm not a perv..i saw this thing by accident when this bunch of ppl were checking this thing out.....haha.once again,i aint no perv...LOL
okay let me just get straight to the point.i saw elephant's reproductive system.a male elephant's.for the first time in my 22 years of life.and it's huge.and long..okay.now i sound like a pervert..smak,ak dah cakap tanak buat post nihhhhhhhhhhhh..hahahaha..
ok,we check it out just out of curiousity sbb kat dlm buku bio ckp that thing can grow up to 6metres long..can you believe that?...........ok jom tuka topic.lol

it's kinda weird laa sbb kalau pegi zoo xpenah nampak pn, seumur hidup.criusly..ok,it's not like i go to the zoo all the time,but ppl never really notice about it i guess..atun cakap,org zoo taped 'that thing' to the elephant's stomach so that org xnmpak la.so that children wont get traumatized or something..haha.xtau la betul ke tak kan sbb as far as i'm concerned,atun xpenah lagi la keje kat zoo..hihi :P
oklah,jom kite layan gamba2 gajah yg chomellllllllll.let's get back to our innocent selves..hahahaaa~

danggg..xjumpe gmba gajah chomelll..carik ah sndiri..i've got assignments to do..haha.bye.owh,dont fget to visit your nearest zoo~lols

malas

2009-11-17T09:09:00.000-08:00

saye malasssss...
pastu sakit tekak
rse cam nk flu
sebab kne hujan semalam..i think laa
pastu saye rsa drowsy the whole day.............
tadi kat kelas saye tido sje..sian Dr.Assuntha...;p
sekian terima kasihhhh...

Finally...

2009-11-15T09:13:00.000-08:00

How weird isit that i started my 1st post with the word 'finally'...?haha.well actually dah lma rse nk buat blog nh but cam ada je halangan (sbnarnye malas nk mampos ;p) n suddenly rse cam rajin plak so here i am.^^ so finally dah ada blog laa..:)
ok for this very first post,i wanna share psl my encounter with encik b*bi (the real one,not a metaphor okayyy) semalam..
urmm..tapiiiiii cam tak sesuai plak 1st post dah cite psl mnde tuu..so later la okayyy..^^
owh thanks to fara yg excited2 to see my blog..hahahaa:D dunno la bole keep dis blog uptodate ke tak..well as i mentioned,i'm not very rajin...n sgt mengantok skrg nih.very..hahaa.we'll just hv to wait n see...;)